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Sep. 13th, 2005 @ 01:08 pm
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dear school,
I really am trying. Please don't kill me.
thank you |
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Aug. 17th, 2005 @ 09:33 pm
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for some reason theres this thing going around my work where im somehow "the girl who looks like lisa loeb" ..... im not sure how i feel about that one. |
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i wonder if thats weird cuz hes adorable and so nice..
today there was this boy who came in and he was like, " i like your glasses...you look like lisa loeb... do you know who lisa loeb is.... you look like lisa loeb" and then he was like "hey if a boy ever bothers you like that and wont leave you alone just let me know and i'll take care of it"
do boys know that whenever they say stuff like that it drives girls crazy.. he adorable |
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i know everyone is thinking," why would she have to sleep... its not even 1:00... although this is far eaarlier than the normal kristyn sleeping our, an even truer and sadder fact is that i have to be at work tomorrow at 6:00.. in the morning.. if i go to sleep now that'll put me at four hours, but unfortunatley sleep for me is one thing i do not feel coming on soon.. as i get further intot this, i realize it doesnt make much sense i guess the important thing is that i have a job and some source of income.. even though it requires me to wake up in a few hours.. its money, and they said they would feed me... so im there.. well actually im not there.. im in my bed.. awake.. i keep thinking about being there so early with my little scanner.. scanning to my little heart's content. but then i think about waking up, looking at the clock and realizing that im late and deciding it would be a better idea not to go.. unfortunatly this is not class.. i have to wake up in four hours no matter how i feel about it.. im done.. no one is going to read this anyway.. g'night i hope everyone is having a nice sleep that will last longer than four hours... because i most definitely am not |
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if you could see me right now and you knew what was going through my head, you would know that i desperatley need some one to sincerely tell me that they love me. but since i told you that, you can feel free to tell me. i wont mind. in fact i would really appreciate it right now.
and please dont just say it becaus eyou feel bad for me. ive had ehough pity in the last 18 years. i really need it to mean something. |
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in dante's inferno is there a level of hell for the stoners? cuz that would be a good level
Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 06:36 pm
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whenever anything in one area of your life starts to go semi well, a bunch of other things start to get really shitty....
clearly things can never be perfect, but i hate that things are finally kind of okay, but i cant be happy without feeling bad.....
what inside me makes me feel like i have to care?
Feb. 20th, 2005 @ 11:20 pm
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| » im scared... |
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ive definetly lost all faith in the world. our priorities are so out of focus that we actually spend more money every year on cosmetics and other things we don't need than we do to at least attempt to fix the ever declining stage of the world around us.
it scares me that im part of this world, that i see all this happening but im too caught up in it to change anything about let alone inconvenience myself by actually doing something nice for some one.
it scares me that im studying to be a bigger past or this world and probably decline it further with my contribution to the corporate world.
im especially scared that this scares me so much and yet not enough for me to inconvenience myself into heloing change it.
im scared that this is what we have become.
im scared at the thought of continuing my life on earth. i have no idea what will come of me..
im so afraid i could cry.
Feb. 9th, 2005 @ 03:27 am
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| » yaaaayyyyy |
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i went to sleep before 5:00 am last night..AND i woke up for all my classes....looks like things are starting to look up
Jan. 27th, 2005 @ 06:59 pm
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for unknown reasons everyone in chicago is obsessed with Josh Groban. a bunch of ppl i know are going to see him in march and thats cool. hes great but that to me is the textbook example of someone trying to be all cultured and classical but really only getting into onw thing.
if youre gonna be into classical music and arias and stuff, you cant just be into one thing. that to me is the cultural equvalent of seeing the new Phantom of the opera movie and considering yourself a broadway know-it-all. no offence to all my kiddies in chicago, but theyre either trying to hard or not hard enough. you have to know what i mean...
Jan. 3rd, 2005 @ 03:04 am
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new years in chicago was really wierd. i dunno about how i feel about hanging out and having fun with ppl i dont know anymore.... i cried a lot. i guess i just expected way too much out of ppl who dont know me anymore. i kinda dont really know why im here but i guess im okay that im here now.
i saw my old cousin and his son today that i had never met. hes cute. i guess i missed them. i guess i just feel underappreciated. maybe i thought some people i havent seen since i was ten might have been happier to see me... whatever. im ready to go home now. but im not really feeling the five hour discount plane ride with no dinner or inflight movie. but i guess you gotta give some to get some..
Jan. 1st, 2005 @ 10:37 pm
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guess who just checked their grades and passed ALLLLLL the classes they thought they'd fail!!!! MEEEEEEEEEE....
as i write this im realizing that no one cares, but everyone is asleep here and i had to get it out for the world to see....plus im super excited and i think everyone should know and want to be me right now.
Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 12:46 am
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guess who bought a jackson 5 record at a thrift store for a dollar, but the case was only jackson 5, the record was THRIIIIIIILEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!! yeah im excited.....
Nov. 10th, 2004 @ 10:44 am
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everyone said i would love it here but i guess they were wrongmaybe no one knows me as well as they thought they did. but that deosnt change the fact that im miserable
Oct. 30th, 2004 @ 02:01 pm
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maybe im just not cut out for school. i really cant see myself here for another three years and at this point it deosnt look like i can stick it out. it sucks when youre kinda good at what you do in high school and you go to college and meet a hundred people who are unbeleivable better at it than you and all you proffesors expect you to be that good at it too.... it hurts and i dont think i can take much more... can some one love me???......i guess ill jjust go knit
Oct. 29th, 2004 @ 01:52 pm
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| » eh |
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it totally feels like friday........dont you hate that?? its the worst when you actually have to wake up the next morning
Oct. 8th, 2004 @ 12:19 am
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| » and there was much rejoicing....yay |
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yay...im coming home on Friday to see everyone i miss everyione, so much in fact that i have homework and instead im thinking about going home.. its hard since im like one of the few girls in my dorm that lives more than an hour away and deosn't go home every weekend. i think its about time and i keep having dreams that i wake up in my own bed, but then i hear someone yell really loud and i wake up for real and im in my fake bed.....i hate that
even tho im coming home at the end of the week, it makes me sad cuz i get all excited and then i realize that i have forever to go before i go home, but its not too far and itll be soon enough..i hope
Oct. 4th, 2004 @ 08:40 pm
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so i guess i can be annoying ot pppl that dont kno me and i tend to be really really sensetive to whatever ppl do or say to me and i always get the idea that they dont like me by their actions......i wonder..if they knew how what they did to me made me feel, would they continue?...well i guess we all have some getting used to and in time we will all come to understand each other and ppl with stop killing me with sarcasm and mixed signals thatd be good.....
Sep. 20th, 2004 @ 12:33 am
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| » remember me?....... |
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i miss you
Sep. 12th, 2004 @ 07:59 pm
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| » i dont know if i can take much more of this |
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im not good at meeting ppl and now everyones starting to pair up and im kinda feeling alone. i guess that happens a lot to me and im ok with that kinda...i dont think im doomed to be alone forever, but i really need some love right now, cuz im not getting it from anyone in my dorm
Sep. 5th, 2004 @ 11:47 pm
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